My life bitches…!
Okay, so before I was born my mum was in a car accident that left her wheelchair bound and made her left side paralysed. Anyway..! When I was 4 my dad decided that he would come out and tell my my family that he was gay…. I didn’t/don’t care that he is gay but the rest of my family does… So throughthat my older brother developed depression and tried to commit suicide. It was one of the worst days I can image. I don’t think that I could live without him…! He is pretty much the only one keeping me sane..!
I have been my mums career since my dad came out and said he was gay, so I was kind of forced to grow up pretty quick.
Well when I was 12 I got diagnosed with Crohns disease. It’s this thing that effects your small and/or large intestines and cause’s you to bleed both internally and externally. It also effects your bones and development. I found it very hard to deal with not going out to certain things and not being able to things that a normal 12 year old would do. In amongst all this my mum was put into hospital because of an infection that she got in her right leg (her good leg) She has been in and out of hospital since then. 4 years of hospitalisation and only been aloud to come home for about 2 hours a week has caused her to develop depression as well… Everyday she tells me that it would be easier to end it and easier to just leave this life and everyone around her. But if she does do that I wont be mad with her. I will understand that her life has been hard and that she tried so hard….
I then get told that she will most likely lose her leg soon and wont survive the surgery….
My life has been tough and is going to be tough but you know what? There are worse people out there then me.
People that don’t have a home. (I still have a home.)
People who cant afford food. (I can afford food.)
People who don’t have loving parents. (I have loving parents.)
So when life gets you down you have to remember that no matter what someone is out there to listen and to help you.